My mom says the year I was born you could order one of everything on the Taco Bell menu for less than $15

By Bleah Patterson

that is to say things started going downhill after that, 
that is to say it was the beginning of the end. 

My mom says that she doesn’t “mind 
gay people” but that she’s just glad 
none of her kids are 
            gay. 

And I’m responding to her text and your text at the same time 
and 
My mom says that she’s just glad we’re “normal, 	you know what I mean?” 
				and my sisters say 	yes and I don’t respond because 
I’m telling you how much I can’t wait to see      	you again 
	kiss your pomegranate chapstick lips 
	hold your hand like the ship is sinking 
and we’re going down together 
		   down together because everything has been 
going downhill since 
I was born, 
		just ask 
My mom.

Bleah (blay-uh) Patterson, she/her, is a queer, southern poet born and raised in Texas. Much of her work explores the contention between identity and home and has been featured or is forthcoming in various journals including Electric Literature, Pinch, Write or Die, Phoebe Literature, and Taco Bell Quarterly.